Im so sorry its been so long. I keep gettnig side tracked or have nothing to say and i just think "Eh, they're fine without my lame posts, but i dont think i am. I really like Live Journal. Its such a different atmosphere than my blogger site. On there i only follow other book bloggers, which i love, but i never just write about what going on with my life or how im doing. I feel like on here you can actually make friends and things, because youre reading about each others lives, where on there im just reading about how people feel about books. WHICH I LOVE, but i also need real life interaction as well. You cant just live with books, you need people. Im sorry if you guys are reading this and saying to yourself "I think shes lost it" but im just venting about whats been on my mind. I really want to make friends with the people i follow on my blogger and on my book twitter, but its very hard. I dont know how they do it. So ive been getting frustrated, because i dont understand how to make connections on there and then i think of you guys and how even though im reading your blogs you dont know im still alive and reading, because i havent posted in months.
Ah, that felt good lol. Anyways besides that im doing really well. Life is going really good and my boyfriend and i are doing more than amazing, He and his mom share a phone bill and she hasnt paid her half so his phone has been shut off for two weeks, its actually made us closer, because when he finds a phone he can call me on all we talk about is how much we miss and love each other. This whole not being able to talk is just making the love blossom more, which is what we never thought could happen since we love each other so much already. I just feel like were back in olden days where there were no phones and you get a letter once a month from your lover, but instead its a weekly phone call lol. It feels like a month has gone by though. I just love him so much...im getting too mushy now lol.
Well its summer so im not doing anything but reading blogs and reading books. Im trying to get a job but the economy still blows and noone is hiring, BUT i wont give up, cause i need money. I think that is about all for now. Ill try to post more often, but how many time have i said that?